Who Is This Nugu
So, If you're here, chances are you are one of my friends or you found this from my Rentry pages.
Well, outside of the pseudoscience and the objective stuff about me and what I like, who am I?
I am an extroverted girl who absolutely adores her friends and is fairly content with her life. I'm not really masculine or feminine, but I do lean slightly more into my feminine side. I like to think I have a masc energy but a fem presentation. Crucial parts of my identity also include me being a Drummer Girl, a SkeleGirl, a Machine Girl...
I just won several medals for drumming and for music in general, so I'd like to say I'm pretty good at the drumming part. I want to go into orthopedics too, so that's a big part. And I just adore the duo Machine Girl. For me personally, though, see the adjective of 'Machine' as like... The way you'd call a really busy person. 'You're a machine, girl!'
I've been compared to bright blue skies, mad scientists, post-storm rainbows, ferris wheels and penguins and glasses and leadership and diamonds and popsicles and medicine and.......more!
I have a LOT of energy. This energy is usually transmitted through aggressiveness or through confidence. Neither of those are particularly good or bad. My aggressiveness can be pushy and evil, but it can also be the driving force behind a team. My confidence can be social and a nice fuzzy ball of warmth for my circle. But it can also trip me over and kill me. I'm very rarely serious, despite being demanding.
I like to write and think a lot. Writing as in like, AO3 writing, but also writing as in just blabbering about whatever it is thats interesting me. Usually it's typology, but I also just. Have a lot of thoughts. This is why I made the blog in the first place. Despite this, I'm not really a creative person? Whenever I try to do stuff like this where it's not really objective facts, I struggle a lot. #TeGoddess? I have a lot of thoughts, and I do traditionally creative things (draw, write, play music), but they don't really mean much LOL.
I can seem contradictory. I don't often have the best moral compass. I do things that are impulsive, and in hindsight, aren't good. But I always do things for the benefit of myself, and most of the time, the benefit of my inner circle. In that same vein, though, I like to think I'm Neutral Evil. Obviously I am not as two dimensional as that website says, but thats why we type ourselves in several systems LMAO
At the end of the day though I'm just some random 16 year old girl on the internet. I can't hurt you. Nothing can hurt you. This is your fucking phone or computer or whatever it is you have. The internet is your oyster as much as it is mine. I won't ever do evil Rentry NPD sx8 diagnosed shit though Because I have a life. Thank you!